as time goes by

One more week has ended, another has began. Where does all these seconds, and minutes, and hours, and days go?
It seemed like a moment ago when I was feeling the anticipation that Friday inevitably brings.
I feel torn. Torn between trying to grasp each second as they sift through my days and trying to hurry, hurry the passing of time.
I want to savor each day for what it may bring me, teach me, show me. I know that I will never be the same person that I am right now, right this moment.
And yet. I am restless for the new life that awaits me across the ocean, in the arms of the one I love most.